Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Home

Unpacking. Settling back into the "Fontana" feeling of "Please dear God, kill me." At least now I have my dog and cat.

The silver lining here is that I get to figure out ME again. When I left here the first time, I left knowing exactly who I was, because I had defined it as who I wasn't. Who I wasn't was someone who was going to stay in Fontana. And when I got out, I luckily landed in the exact place I wanted to be with the perfect people to be surrounded by, and I blossomed. I had more confidence and happiness in that first year than I have ever had in my life.

I will look at the time I will spend here as a "reset" button, so that when I escape again, I will be on track for a second Renaissance.